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Saturday, March 12, 2011

My So Called Life...

      About four years ago... I can’t imagine how mommy and daddy able to survive the trials in their lives... mommy was diagnosed with ovarian cancer... and was scheduled for a chemotherapy... but right before mommy paid for the chemotherapy drugs... the doctors told her that the result of the second biopsy of the tumor is low malignant potential... and decided not to continue the chemotherapy... for they even wanted mommy and daddy to have a child...what a miracle from God! Before that time happened. I could remember while mommy at the operating room... a major decision from my Daddy and my Uncle Fred (Mom's eldest brother!)... They were told by the doctor that the ovarian tumor in mommy’s right ovary seemed to be cancerous, and better if to remove both ovaries and the uterus to prevent it from spreading... but having faith.. Daddy and my uncle decided not to... for they knew mommy wanted to have a child...

     Days..., months..., years had past.. mommy and daddy felt the pressure of having a baby... The doctors decided an artificial insemination for them to increase the chance of conceiving... but didn’t work still... mommy felt so sad... she didn’t come back to her doctor... an acceptance that she might not bear a child... but keeping her faith on whatever God’s plan for her...

     Until one day... the 2nd day of April 2009, Mommy was not so ease, that she felt something that she could not understand… until she thought of getting a pregnancy test…  her heart beats like a drum as she finally looked at the result... She can’t believe what she saw as she tried to look at it over and over again, Mommy and Daddy were so happy! As they’ve waited for me so long… they didn’t know where to put their gladness in their hearts that finally a special gift from heaven… a miracle from God will arrive soon.
My parents were too excited as they waited the result of the first ultrasound. I can feel the joy and happiness in their hearts as they‘d first seen and heard the  beat of my heart.
Three months after, the second ultrasound… they were so happy knowing a little princess’s inside mommy’s tummy…  

    I felt Daddy’s excitement as he’s busy searching for a nice name for me.  Finally, GRIANNE JERZIE  (Grianne from the British word which means Grace and Jerzie from the Polish  word which means George). I want my name to be Princess Grianne  as my lola always calls me princess, but Daddy wanted his name to be part of my name… so sweet…hhuuwaaaaa…! :c (just joking Daddy!)

     On my 32nd week of life, Mommy can’t wait to see me, so she took a 3D ultrasound (that‘s cool!) but I’m so shy and sleepy that time… (see… I’m frowning like Daddy!) but wait.. see that sharp pointed nose? weeee.. it’s in the family...
   
     Finally, on the 13th day of November, 12:50am, I decided to go out, I can’t wait to see Mommy and Daddy! I can’t wait to see the beauty of the world!  I knew that Mommy will miss me kicking her tummy… but here I am a little angel… they could now carry me and embrace me in their loving arms.
Once a beat… becomes a life… and now a little angel for my Mom and Dad…
THANK YOU GOD!




     Our baby Grianne have an  Atrial Septal Defect... a hole in her heart... a congenital heart disease... we never knew the cause.. we have waited for her for a very long time... and it melts our hearts knowing her condition.. as parents.. we always want the best for her...  We love her dearly...we are keeping our faith in God...we trust that He will do whatever is in the best interest of our daughter....

Please do include her in your prayers...


A Message from God...
My Child…

You may not know me, but I know everything about you…Psalm 139:1 I know when you sit down and when you rise up …Psalm 139:2  I am familiar with all your ways …Psalm 139:3 Even the very hairs on your head are numbered…Matthew 10:29-31  For you were made in my image …Genesis 1:27   In me you live and move and have your being…Acts 17:28  For you are my offspring…Acts 17:28  I knew you even before you were
conceived …Jeremiah 1:4-5  I chose you when I planned
creation …Ephesians 1:11-12   You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book…Psalm 139:15-16 
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live…Acts 17:26  You are fearfully and wonderfully made…Psalm 139:14  I knit you together in your mother's womb …Psalm 139:13  And brought you forth on the day you were born …Psalm 71:6    I have been
misrepresented by those who don't know
me…John 8:41-44 I am not distant and
angry, but am the complete expression
of love …1 John 4:16




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